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  2. "You lose yourself trying to hold on to someone who doesn’t care about losing you."
    — Anonymous  (via bl-ossomed)

    (Source: onlinecounsellingcollege, via hollymae)

     

  3. "He felt warm and familiar. He felt solid and safe. I wanted to cling to his shirt, bury my face into the warm curve of his neck, and never let go."
    — 

    Star Sign Quotes
    Taurus

    Becca Fitzpatrick, Crescendo

    (via astrolocherry)
     
  4. invaderxan:

    Milosav Druckmüller is, hands down, the greatest eclipse photographer in the world. Fact.

    Woooooowww

    (Source: archiemcphee, via parademearound)

     

  5. "It’s just so strange.
 You used to love me,
 and now you’re a stranger
 who happens to know all
 of my secrets."
    — Clementine von Radics  (via unclefather)

    (Source: itskiddo, via hollymae)

     

  6. "

    You want the sad truth?

    Even if I forget you,

    I’ll always miss you.

    "
    — Haiku on Memory (via fotre)

    (Source: connotativewords, via hollymae)

     

  7. I feel so oddly content.
    It’s a really bizzare feeling.

    Good, but so weird to just feel like this normal person moving through life.

    *confused face*

     

  8. It’s so nice to feel like myself again.

    My ever expanding mind is blooming. I’m feeling my true perspectives come back, learning new concepts and thoughts, that further reaffirm and allow the space for growth and confidence in who I am as a person.

    I’m feeling beautiful, interesting and stimulating.

    I’ve felt so unstimulating for so long, so weighed down by the pressures of a partners expectations. Still working out who was putting that pressure on.

    I realised the other day that I don’t have to fit any mould. That I will be loved for who I am.

    Going through the motions of getting to know someone new has taught me that my incredible self makes me attractive. That I don’t have to be anything or change anything. I’ve been learning so much through someone else’s perspectives on the world, and likewise me for them.

    I’ve been so set in feeling like I have nothing of intelligence to offer anyone, that I closed myself off from learning anything new. Now I’m investigating the universe and poetry and anime and science. Like full on, rejects spirituality, type of science. Do I reject spirituality, no… is it interesting to be exposed to the rejection of it.. yes. Does it blow my mind exploring it…. Yes.

    I totally forgot about the world outside of the shutters covering my mind. Total reawakening. And the best thing it’s coming from inside of me, not an external source. It’s not for anyone except me.

    And whilst and external source has helped me reaffirm my sexual being-ness, this was all happening before I slept with him, I was feeling my self-worth grow and grow and grow, with me mastering it… but my self-worth is not and will not be governed by someone else. I see where I went wrong, finding my fulfillment through someone else.

    Getting to know him has also shown me a lot about my tendencies. I am 100% not ready or interested in having a relationship because I have a lot of work to do…. Plus detachment is so amazingly good. I want lovers, or friend-lovers, or just friends. They are my categories, I don’t have the space or time or want for a partner or an attachment. I want to live my life and enjoy the people that come through it.

    This mindframe could not have come at a better time, I leave for Asia in two weeks and it is so daunting and so scary and so sad to go… but so exciting and so full of potential growth. I feel like it is the best thing for my process. The sad feelings of leaving as my roots are growing here is natural I think, I feel like I have made such progress in my life since removing the chains that tied me for so long and this will only continue if I nurture it and let my path flow in its right direction.

    I have been looking around at my group of friends recently and just feeling so content with the life I have created for myself. I see all my old friends, who I cherish so deeply, and I am so happy to now have enough energy to actually give some of myself to them and then I see all my new friends… all these beautiful people I’ve become friends with in the last period of time and I think… ‘I did this. This was all me.” What a nice feelings.

    So much gratitude for everything right now.

     

  9. Holy mother of god. Sensational.

     

  10. Feels like all of my progress has crashed aroud my feet.

    Trying to use this step backwards to make two steps forward. A good sleep will help with this.

    So much anger circulating my chest.

    Even more sadness intertwining with that though.